What type of surgeon should i be?

i am doing a careeer project in school and all i know is that i need to be a surgeon. I love dissecting,medicine, biology SCIENCE! its ridiculous how much i love learning about medicine. FOr my birthday, i got textbook in orthopedics and cardiothorastics and i read them both! i love medicine and decided i can't go on without it being in my career. I need to know which type of surgeon would suit me best though. I love cardiology, but i feel like i would get too emotional when someone dies or i couldn't fix them. i don't mind blood, sawing through bones like through ribs for open heart surgery i would be a bit squemish, but id get through it. i don't like severed limbs, so i do not want to be a trauma surgeon. and i dont want to operate on kids. i love kids and if one died i wouldnt take it well. as you can see, i dont really like when patients die so id need a type of surgeon where there are few casulties. i realize that anything can go wrong in surgery and people can die but i dont want to you know, be around tons of death in my job. and i dont want to be a eye or stomach surgeon. do you think ccardio is the way to go? i have plenty of time to make this decision, but my project si due tomorrow.thanksss